What a night

   Here I am sitting infront of the computre don't know what to do with my night....well, my roommate and I went to institue class and we had a lot of fun learning new cool things. It was nice to be in the classroom with people and have things to do again. (since I am not taking any classes in the summer that's the only thing that keeps me busy) well, that class was an hour half long but it went so well and I love it :) 
   I never thought that my life can changed so much since last year. Everyone made mistake right? and we all know why and how we made them. Sometimes we made mistake is because we really didnt mean it, some made mistake because they want to or because everyone is doing it. Well, it took me two years to make so much mistake in order to find myself and to start over again when I broke up with someone I love. After that it took me over a year to find a new me, it was hard for me because I still love him but everything was different right now. Anyway, I start went back to church and found a wonderful life and a new life to get back on my own again. I was getting strong and finding myself to fight that deep sadness inside of me that won't go away. This year I had a chance to face that challange to talk to the family here in the U.S. who I love the most and dearly. I finally stood up and talked to them and have my life again...... but really, I am blessed with all the good things in my life. I never knew that I was blessed when Charissa( my best friend) told me that and I finally realized that I am. This whole time I was looking for something so I can stand back up again and move on. I never never thought about that untill that day. 
Right now my life has being so great.... After hearing that my ex-boyfriend is engaged I don't know why I got happy and relife...... I finally can breath and move away from that. Right now I have so much things to do and I know that I have a lot of work that I have to do here on earth. I know that it's hard for me because i'm not American but what my desire ...... my desire have changed my life and it had shape it into a beautiful and wonderful person. I love being single and this is what I always told my friends and that is "I am not single, i'm just waiting for the right person." Well, that is me and I just have to keep moving on and never give up and just keep having hope because I know one day when that Mr. Right comes I will be ready and be happy with it..... I love my life and it is so much I love my life and it is so wonderful....... it is sad to walk forward but the view sure is beautiful and worth taking that changes =)  It is worth it and I am glad that I took that staps and move on....... because I sure learn so much about life....=)